Rape.

My job gives me ALOT of time to think. And last night I was thinking of something my dad told me all my growing up years, he said that women who got raped usually wanted it because of the way they dressed. And until last night I had never really given it much thought. When I got dressed the morning of the day that I was raped, I never had it in my head that by putting on the fitted skirt and tight shirt that I wanted to be abused and raped by anyone. I think that excuse that my dad gave me was one of the most STUPID and idiotic and sexist things he could have ever told me, and Lord knows he told me a heap of both sexist and stupid things. Its just a huge copout for men to have an excuse to rape a women because she is wearing something somewhat revealing. I don't think there is a single soul out there who would want to be raped. Its a horrible, ugly, terrifying thing to have happen to you. And then after I told him what had happened to me he asked me why I didn't do this or why I didn't do that, After your raped, all that goes through your head is why didn't I stab him in the eye with the pen on the end table, or why didn't I pick up that vase and smash it over his head. Then to have someone asking you why you didn't do this or that its overload, all you do after your raped is blame yourself and think that its all your fault. When all that should have happened was him listening to me when I said No or Stop.